'seeing deeply into the nature of things'

is encouraged in the art of zen, says wikipedia.

Frankly, I don't know if that's always such a good idea. If I see deeply into the nature of some people I am afraid I will be ill most of the time.
Ok so I am exagerating a little bit, but just a little... The more I dive into people's nature sometimes the more I am sickened with what I see or discover.

I have, for one reason or another, some anger, and I have to keep it under control or channel in in a more constructive beneficial way. Perhaps seeing deeply into my own nature might enabled me to comprehend my state of mind... I suppose I should meditate a little... It can only help.

Quick updates

Much has happened since I last wrote.

I am no longer employed so I am free as a bird!!! Quite happy and quite relaxed and cooking like I have not done so in the longest time. Trying out new recipes and chillin' like a vilain.

I am in a good, no great mood, no longer sleepless, and taking it easy. I am, of course, looking for employment, so if you know of a company looking for a project manager, do let me know :)

I am on the look-out for all kinds of new things and really, as I've said, I don't have much going on. The only things that are still pissing me off are the crazy ass drivers here, and yesterday, I was in a situation that made me open the window, scream at this stupid mofo 3 different kinds of obscenities.

I don't know if that made me feel better, but I had not been angry like that for quite some time, and I do hate being and getting angry. I screamed and yelled at the guy, and when I got home, I could not believe that I actually behaved in such a primary fashion.

Also today, I became an auntie, so that's cool :) It's almost actually scary to see the kid in his mum's tummy for so long and have him be right next to you the day after...

I am expecting other interesting news, hopefully not much venting as I have much less to vent about...

To Aimless: I'd love to get a cup of coffee with you! Do contact me ;)